Shit day turning shittier
Well my day has been the epitome of shit days. Work is on a 90 day watch. Apparently, we aren’t performing like we’re supposed to. And its not even the ramps fault. It the ticket counter and gate. No customer service skills what so ever. So if “we” don’t get it together by the time we get a 30 day notice, I’m gonna be looking for another job. Hopefully I hear something from US airways for this supervisors position that I applied for.
And then there’s my girlfriend. At first we were great. Or at least I thought we were. Lately it’s been obvious that she’s avoiding me. Doesn’t return call, no text. Nothing. I don’t even see her anymore. I understand that she is a mother first and foremost. That’s why I love her. Ive only met one of her kids. We (or better yet, I) have been talking about meeting the other two. But every time it comes up she blows it off. So I just let it go and see if she’ll bring it up. But other than that, it really hurts that I feel like I’m not important enough to not only to introduce me to them but to just completely ignore me. I mean if you want to break up then just do it. Im sitting here beating myself up over small shit like this when I could just be myself. I love this woman with all my heart but to not even get that same love in return is just complete horse shit.
Fuck I’m even more pissed off than I was before I even started typing this. Fuck!